Decisions

Who is making these decisions about
what I do when I wake up till I go to
sleep at night?

It's the one who is afraid to slow down,
who says
there never is enough. So she works harder
to find work as reward in itself and buries
the worries about money and the logic of it all.
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Who do I want to make the decisions about what
I do when I wake up till I go to sleep at night?

It's the one who stops and sits and enjoys breathing, feeling
the belly rise and fall. It's the one who stops to appreciate
all the beauty in this moment, all the conditions for her happiness
are here. It's the one who smiles and knows what is real and
what is true.